Well I've been living in the Boonies all my life.
Living here can be like the stab of a knife.
But I'm just a nothing to you outsiders.
Just some nobody who lives in the land of despair.
Don't even pretend to me you care.
I'm friendless and it's so unfair.
I feel lifeless.
Whenever I go outside into my back yard.
Look up to the mountains.
My Heart is still so Scarred.
All of the Memories.
All of the Loss of Hope.
I wait here and just wonder.
Will I ever be Free from this Prison?
I remain a Mystery to you.
Even when I'm telling you my Story is True.
I mean nothing to you.
Just another person left in the dust.
Waiting to rust.
So many of you have lost my Trust.
And to you I am just a...
(Chorus)
Boy In The Middle of Nowhere.
Just another country hick.
Just because you have friends and money, you think you're so slick.
You make me sick!
Why don't we switch lives.
And see how you feel.
Living the way.
I live everyday.
No Lovers or Love in sight.
As I sit on my couch Dreaming to met someone, someday.
In the middle of the night.
Living in fright.
People judge you because they're wrong, when you're right.
As I sit here writing my songs late at night.
I'm just another...
Boy In The Middle of Nowhere.
To you.
Sure you'll deny it.
But you know it's true.
Dosen't take a genius.
To know you.
(End of 1st Chorus).
I'm not gonna die here!
Cus I know there...
Is a better, happier place for me.
And I'm so tired of living so isolated.
Losing my mind.
In this Insanity!
I wanna be Free!
I wanna be Free!
Anywhere but here is where I wanna be.
Lived my whole life in this Loneliness.
And I can't take it!
Wanna scream out loud!
Get me out of here!
Get me out of here!
But do you even care?
About what state of Depression I am in?
Do you know what I've sacrificed for?
And where I've been?
No you don't!
And that's why I'm leaving this life of isolation!
Getting back to my Musical Station.
I'm leaving this chapter.
That's such an entrapper.
Of my Creativity.
And abilities.
Which will never see the light of day.
Unless I get the hell out of here someway.
I'm Writing the book.
Leaving all the ones who Abused and Used me behind.
To forever find.
Some Girl who's as Sweet and Kind.
As the name of Love which remains Divine.
I'll prove all you who thought I could never make it wrong!
And I'll be singing song after song.
For crowds of people who are not weak yet strong.
And all along.
I will be earning billions song by song.
But to you I'm just another...
(Chorus)
Boy In The Middle of Nowhere.
Live the life I do and you'll see how unfair.
It really is to live where.
I do.
Let it eat you alive!
Like it has for me!
Because you refuse to see!
My Reality.
I'm just another...
Boy In The Middle of Nowhere.
Boy In The Middle of Nowhere.
To you.
I may not have as much as you do.
But that's what makes me as Creative and Independent as I am.
So thru all the suffering.
And all the pain.
I have endured.
Be assured.
That I am not attracted nor as immature.
As you are.
Can someone tell me the Cure.
Or do you have to get some Entrepreneur.
Should I give you a Brochure?
To show you how Superficial and Fake you really are!
(End of Last Chorus).
And I am getting out of here.
Whether you like it or not.
I have fought.
For my Right!
To be Free.
From this place and it's utter insanity.
Cus I wanna follow my Dreams and really be.
Someone who can go down in.
History...
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